The Lucky Ones

The truth is
There isn’t a nothing left
We all wonder,
Hoping for the better
Better sleep
Better meal
Better

The truth this,
We all walk around empty
We drink each other like poison
An other hit
An other high
An other,

The truth is
We are blinded by the sun
We crave the stars but can’t stay awake
Can’t stay silent
Can’t look up
Can’t

The truth is
We are all broken
But.
There are those lucky ones.
The lucky ones
Who shined.

My Old Friend

And just like that,

I am back
Snapped like a rubber band
You found me, my old friend
4 years ago
I promised
“I don’t want to ever feel this way.”
I said goodbye my old friend, I am off to a better life.

But just like that,
I am back, in your embrace
Falling into the nothingness.

10 years ago we met, by chance.
This time. You’re greeting me like an old friend. 

But its different.
We know,
We both know
I know, what it feels like.
To see the stars shine so bright piercing the night sky

And, just like that
My old friend,
No stars shined tonight

-MM

Enough.

It wasn’t enough. it never seemed enough.
In the moment everything felt so right, as if the world stood still just for us
Nothing Mattered.
it wasn’t enough, it never seemed enough
we know, we knew. but it was beyond our control.
the cosmos pulled every fiber of our being locking us in perpetual stillness.
Nothing Mattered.
it wasn’t enough, it never seemed enough


you.
you were everything,
beyond superhuman, beyond superman,
‘to infinity and beyond’ you joked.
nothing mattered.
it wasn’t enough, it never seemed enough.

I,
I was kryptonite.
breaking you, destroying you.
We weren’t enough for this life.

– MM

She is Me?

“She is me, but so are they, and her.
she is the part that is locked away.
they are those that restrained yet free.
her. her, is the one everyone knows.

but she is me,
she is me,

they are a bit of everything,
some people hate them
some people love them
some don’t care.
they are the coils on a spring, together they bounce,
one can take the lead, but never the spot light.
her, always center stage. in demand, in control.
they try to fight her, but never does that happen as she is in control. always.

but she is me,
she is me,

she is locked away in the depths of an abyss chained yet formless
she is powerful, bound and trapped for she can be in control.
she is wrought in battle scares, darkness seeps out oozing  like a leaky faucet.
they are afraid, her ensures the locks don’t break.

but she is me.
she is me.

her. fights, using all the tactics. strategizing, and planing
a back up for the back up.

she is me and she can’t
she cant have control
she cant,
for it will end us all.”

-MM

Bitter Sweet

‘To think of the past is only a Haunting Dream
It lingers in the heart
Burdens the mind
Clouds the soul
Yet its a Coveted Feeling
A ‘Bitter Sweet’ Essence If You Will
Our logic exceeded the Definitions
But Our Hearts keeps lusting
For the Disappearing Nightmare’
– MM

Ghost

Oh but you are a ghost
Your always here but never really
I am alone. Alone.

Yet I hear your voice calling for me,
Yet I smell your skin on my pillows
Yet I feel you breathing on my skin
Yet I see you. I see you.

But you’re gone
I am alone. Alone.
Oh but you are a ghost
Your always here but never really.

I am alone. Alone
I look for you in my reflection
I call for you at home
I reach a cross for you
I needed you today.
But you’re gone.

I am alone. Alone
Oh but you are a ghost.
Your always here but never really.
I am alone. Alone.

I said goodbye.
I said farewell
I said I’ll meet you there
I said. I Said.

Oh but you are a ghost.
Your always here but never really.
I am alone. Alone

I moved on.
I found my happiness,
I. I.
But As I walked down the corridor,
My eyes close, my chest tightens. I feel you, smell you, hear you.
My every nerve is charged with a 1000 volts.
Your here.
My eyes open to an empty corridor.

I am alone. Alone
Oh but you are a ghost.
Your always here but never really.
I am alone. Alone

-MM